Friday, May 29, 2009

Life in the Wild

I left my corporate job in Oct 2008 and become a stay-at-home entrepreneur, writer, website designer and internet marketer. I work longer hours, every hour from waking up at 10am to 3am.

I get to pursue my dreams doing things I like. One of my dreams come true is is to able to write for a living. I dreamed to be a writer when I was 18 years old.

Income is unpredictable. Life is hard because of uncertainties. I earn more than my corporate job but cash flow can be a problem. I am happier cos of the freedom and the flexibility to do what I want. I live a life of faith. I depend on the grace of God for my daily providence. I sow the seeds faithfully and I trust God that the seeds fall on good ground and yield me a harvest in due time.

I didn't update the website cos I have a dozen other blogs and a dozen businesses to run. This blog started in 2004. It started as a personal blog. I will drop by once in a while.

I am still alive. My colleague Annie and my sister passed away in their 40s. I have lived beyond their age. So I am glad God gives me another day to live. I can't imagine that one day I will die and these words will float around, and somewhere, someone - you - stumble upon this blog and read my thoughts.

As I grow old and look back at the wonder years, there's full of emotion. About how decisions in life affects your destiny. At the end of the journey, you left everything behind and you cannot carry it with you to your grave. It is a time to think about your legacy.